Locked and Plugged

I just gotta bump my Sissy Wish List back up to the top. This time I'll add a little breakdown, pic by pic. Since I had to ditch my entire stash in the move, I need to replenish my toybox so I can play the proper sissy for you:

1. Silky satin negligees. More than one would be nice. I'll wear these for you like a little skirt/gown all the time. Sized to fit snug and leave my bottom peaking out. Black completes the overall look with black thong, black stockings, black gloves, black hood, black heels... But I used to have a really sweat purple one that went so well with black everything else. Red, green... Whatever you like.

2.  I had a little ruffled skirt like this. This should also be short enough that my thonged bottom is revealed at all times. Also, maybe my chastity cage peaking from underneath in the front.

3.  Over the elbow length opera gloves to hide my hands. Just like fetish height high heels hobble my stride, the gloves hinder my tactile dexterity and leave me reliant on you for even some simple things. Like, it'll make it difficult for me to handle a tiny little key so I can't easily unlock myself and escape. I felt like such a whore wearing these for my first Daddy, sitting there on the edge of the bed and he had to light the bong for me to take a hit.

4.  Stockings! Imagine how fucking hot black back-seamed thigh high stockings will look with that little black negligee, gloves, and spike heeled shoes! I know the pictured Vassarette brand Long/Black 8210 are prefect! I used to buy them all the time at K-Mart, but now they are nearly impossible to find. They come up from time to time on eBay. Back then, I would buy three or four pairs, and wear them over and over until they were worn out. Now, I am able to wash and care for them so hopefully each pair will last longer. You should keep track of what I have, though, and I should be punished if I cause a run in them and ruin them. And of course, I'll need the garterbelt to go with them!!

5.  A lycra spandex hood with only a hole for my mouth - or rather, only a hole for your cock! Remove my identity and render me blind so I keep your company as nameless fuckpet. It should come down my neck enough that my collar prevents me from easily removing it without your permission. Some RED-RED lipstick helps complete the look and gives you a target through the hole for your cock.

6.  A sweet bondage collar like this would be fantastic. Especially if it has a locking buckle. But even just a black leather dog collar will do, as long as there is ring to leash me to a doorknob or banister. I expect my hands will be restrained, but otherwise messing with the buckle without your permission will be a punishable offense. I already have a sweet pair of fleece lined locking leather wrist restraints. My first Daddy regularly locked my hands behind my back, to a chain extending up to my collar. The length of the chain varied on how he wanted me struggle with choking myself, but it was always short enough to prevent me from reaching my ass, so I couldn't manipulate my plug or interfere with him dildo fucking me.

7.  The next three pics... Various thong panties. Nice and tight so the thong is pulling up my ass against my plug. I like wearing two of the plain lycra spandex pair, and I pull each pair to either side of my little chastity locked dick. There's no way my plug is coming out on its own, but hiking these panties up high on my hips and feeling them snug against my plug is fantastic; especially when I am sticking my ass out while I am on all fours sucking your cock. I should have several pairs of sexy panties, of course. I wear them under the garterbelt, as they should be worn. They'll never need to come off. Just pull them to the side and fuck me like a whore slut. If you ever see a stain on my panties, like precum or pee (see chastity cage below with the catheter plug) then I should be berated, chastised, humiliated, and punished for it!

8.  Spike heeled fetish pumps!! I had a couple pair of these from Pleaser that fit so nicely. I'm a size 10, so I believe that's a women's size 13. Plain black patent leather pumps, with a heel as high as possible - 5" at least. And if the ankle strap is nicely robust, that's a plus. When I serve you, I don't ever want these to come off. I'm not actually trying to be a women, but this 'uniform' serves to emasculate me and designate me as the bottom slut for use. Being out of 'uniform' should be severely punished.

9.  I also had a pair of lacey boy-shorts like these. Firmly plugged, with my dick tucked deep in my panties between my legs, and then I pull on these hot little shorts! My God! I'm getting turned on just typing this!

10.  The Classic Doc Johnson smooth/LARGE buttplug. I did order one of these already and I am sitting on it right now. I wish it was longer... Like, maybe extend the widest part four inches. THAT would be fabulous plug to wear. If you're not fucking me, I should be plugged at all times. So, maybe we'll have discover some other big toys to plug me with, even if they require strapping in.

11.  This is a pic of my old toy collection. I still have the red ballgag and as I mentioned above, I replace the buttplug. The big dildo is the Doc Johnson Dick Rambone model. We'll need on of those for sure! I would love to replace the big black dildo. Just before I got rid of it, I had graduated to swallowing the first ring with my hole. That's REALLY deep. There was a hole drilled in the end of it for fitting it on a pipe so I could mount it for doggy fucking, or attaching it to a reciprocating saw for relentless power fucking. The Dick Sword looking one is the Dock Johnson Man Handler. It was too thick to deep throat, and we will need one that you can use to train me for deep throating. We'll also use it for spitroasting play, where you turn me around and fuck me ass to mouth. I was able to get the Man Handler all the way in my ass to the hilt. I would tie a little rope harness to hold it in, with the handle preventing me from sitting. The yellow ballgag I made from a ball I got at Home Depot for hanging in your garage, so it touches your windshield when your car is parked properly. It was a perfect fit for my mouth... No way I'm screaming for help, or swallowing the load of cum you made me hold in my mouth before strapping it in. It was firm, but yet squishy enough to be comfortable, while still being torturous.

12.  I really do want a stud/penis gag like this. Something so the depth is adjustable for the amount of gagging you want me to struggle with. Locking, like this, is nice, that way if you want me gagged as I flitter around the house with my hands free, I can't take it off, but for the most part, if I am gagged with this, I expect the rest of me is restrained. Read below about forcing me to cum... Semen, even my own, should never be wasted. Slathering this gag with my own cum before strapping it would be magnificent. Especially if you are skilled at berating me while performing this task.

13.  A Hitachi Wand! Yes! OMG! We should have one of these so you can extract orgasms from me against my will in mere seconds. Whether you mash the head of my penis in the palm of you hand, or apply it to my chastity cage, wrecking my sissy hornies so you can reprogram my brain afterward is a vital effective part of training. It's one thing if you are able to make me lick your asshole when I am all turned on and horny, but after you force me to orgasm, I am wrought with shame and my horniness is wrecked, and now I have to lick your asshole, suck your cock, and swallow all your cum - and you make me thank you for it? If you understand training a slut, you'll understand the affect this will have. It would also be a form of punishment to impale me on the Dick Rambone dildo, lash me there by my balls, and then after a period of time, you extract an orgasm from me, but you intend to leave me impaled for a time yet. Gag me with a cum slathered ballgag and then give me two sharp lashes to each cheek with a belt and leave me to suffer.

***Denial should be the standing order for me regarding orgasms. Forced or accidental, I should be punished for any orgasm I experience. Even weak little limp-dicked sissy-gasms that you fuck out of me, even while I am in chastity. Punishment could be extended periods licking your asshole, extended bondage time, time on the fucking machine, or in severe cases, mount me on the Dick Rambone dildo, lash me onto it by my balls, and whip me with a belt - This is very dangerous, because of the likelihood of causing another orgasm that will need to be punished...

14.  The classic black chastity cage is a given. Black matches my outfit, but pink could be even more humiliating. Something small and tight. It needs to be probably sized so I can't remove it without unlocking it. If we fulfill the list above and I am wearing/using all the items in service to you on a regular basis, then I am willing to sacrifice my penis and shrink it through chastity. The goal will be to never regard my penis as a sex organ ever again. It will be for decoration, adornment, humiliation, and as a focus of forms of torture. The steel inversion chastity cage with the catheter/sounding probe is a dream of mine. It may take training to achieve, but once I have a regular Daddy/Owner, one of these is my goal! The shock-chastity cage is pure evil. Maybe paired with a shock collar. Not a necessity for our toybox, but something to think about.

I can order some of this on my own, no problem, but I am on a fixed income and scarcely have budget for additional expenses. If there were someone that wanted to get some of this up front, so I could be put to work, we could work out how I could pay or work it off for you.